Sunny Sunday

"I don't know what to do with myself when it's sunny!" (Lisa Hannigan)

Painting

"A painting is never finished - it simply stops in interesting places." (Paul Gardner)

The Toy

"In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play."  (F.Nietzsche)

My Cake :)

Birthdays are Nature's way of telling us to eat more cake :)

"How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are?" (Satchel Paige)

Good morning!

"She says you're not awake until you're actually out of bed and standing up." (Richelle Mead)

Fighting the Devils

"We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell." (Oscar Wilde)

Drama in my Backyard

"Most of our lives aren't that exciting, but the drama is still going on in a small details." (David Byrne)

 Most of the time the sky is so boring here, that I do love each and single cloud passing by!!!
 Gosh, I wish from all my heart that the winter would stay here on the island forever...

Camouflage

"Talking much about oneself may be a way of hiding oneself." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

A Problem-free Philosophy :)

Hakuna matata! What a wonderful phrase!

Hakuna matata! Ain't no passing craze...

I wish You no worries for the rest of your days :)
(At least for all weekend!)

Difficult Relationship

A Happy Good Bye

   "Respect yourself to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy."

   So this is the time to say goodbye. But not to you, to the Past! So many good and maybe not so good things happened then... I've lost some friends (where they real friends then?), who couldn't accept or understand my blogging experiments and I've lost some BLOGGER FELLOW ... I renewed forgotten friendships and made the new ones... But the most important, I made a peace with myself.  :)

   It was a moment in my life, when everything suddenly became surreal. Like in a stopped movie, I've found myself between meaningless routines frozen and paralyzed from the scary and uncertain future. Everything was just a big black yelling emptiness mixed with only one question - "But what about my family?!?"... It's like dealing for years with some chronic disease wasn't enough. Weird, how only one visit to the doctor can change all your life...  "Health is not everything, but without it everything is nothing..."

   That's how everything became Black. The color of not having a color, but very important one.

   "Without black, no color has any depth. But if you mix black with everything, suddenly there's shadow - no, not just shadow, but fullness. You've got to be willing to mix black into your palette if you want to create something that is real." (Amy Grant)

   In some amazing way THE LIGHT passed by... It touched me like a miracle, like a hope, like a dream , like a promise, like a LIFE.  For many hours and days, half blind (surgery complications) and in pain I was browsing the pages of unbelievable beauty, repeating to myself that everything is going to be ok. And I will see more beauty which is all around in this world. THANK YOU, LORETA!!! In a  mysterious way, you've saved my soul and my life!

  So this is how my blog was born. Day after day convincing myself, that life is worth to live. That beauty is everywhere, even in this exotic, but very strange to me place. The journey wasn't easy; depending on the day my moods where jumping up and down. Sometimes I needed to force myself with all my powers to do it. Just do it. Day by day. Post by post. Step by step.

   And here I am. Happy and healed. Of course my soul got a bit stained after such experiences, but if I can forgive myself for not being so perfect, maybe you could do it too! At least I made some virtual friends and a few lucky shots. The beautiful power of creativity marked me, and I feel like there is no way back to the life without it, in any shape, idea or form...

   Today I've decided to change it, my blog. I have more life outside the computer screen now, so it will be less posting, and maybe different (or maybe not) style. We'll see. Can't promise anything yet!

   Thank you for your time with me, and for the things I've learned from all of you!

   P.S. Today is my happy birthday :))

 

Him and Her

Bleeding...

"The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood."     (Buddha) 

Moral of Morality

This is the question:

Is it good to smile indifferently with your heart cold?

Or is it right to swear from all your heart?

Guess both can hurt sometimes someone...

There is no right or wrong in a such case,

So why it should bother you then?..

Is that an answer?

The Virtual Life

It's good to be back :) My twisted strange reality is in need to be reflected... As they say, "One photo a day keeps the doctor away." Wasn't like that? Oh... For me this is my Secret Diary. For you ... ? Whatever it might be, you are welcome!  

Memento Mori

Even computers can die...

Banana

"Avoid fruits and nuts. You are what you eat."    (Jim Davis)